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annoyed

2011-07-01T17:57:00.000-07:00

Why do people lie!?...and right to your face! Its so annoying.....anyway...still no job..but we did move into our new apartment...love the area...Found Bluegrass creek..I love that place!! Has a playground and you can walk in the creek..has a trail...love it!..Well see ya next time...love me

cute nail polish

2011-04-13T06:59:00.000-07:00

I love this nail polish!!! And I got it at Target for only $2.04!!! :)
You can wear it alone or on top of another polish..so pretty!

JACKPOT!

2011-04-12T19:00:00.001-07:00

I am in need of summer clothes...I really need jeans and shorts...but they are so expensive!!!
So I went tonight to Target...to get out of the house and see if I could find anything...
Well I got a nail polish,3 nice(not cotton) tank-tops...and a cute dress.for ....$20 bucks!!!! =)
I am trying to eat better...so I think if I did lose some weight(haha)
Most of my clothes would still fit!
So YAY!!! ..That's my shopping for the week...Maybe my hubby and I will go on a date!:)

Grilled Cheese Sandwiches & Nail Polish

2011-04-07T10:02:00.000-07:00

I HAVE BEEN A BUSY BEE TODAY...I PAINTED MY NAILS(THE NAILS I HAVE!)I AM CURRENTLY OBSESSED WITH OPI SKI TEAL WE DROP...I AM HOPING I STOP BITING THEM!! HABITS ARE SO STICKING HARD TO BREAK!
I CANT REALLY AFFORD TO GET MY EYEBROWS WAXED(WHICH I LOVE GETTING DONE) SO I TWEEZED THEM MYSELF..THEY LOOK PRETTY GOOD.
I HATE SHAVING MY LEGS..BUT WAXING IS $50 BUCKS!!
SO HOPEFULLY TONIGHT WE WILL BE SELLING OUR PATIO FURNITURE..WE NEVER USE IT..SO WE ARE SELLING IT..WE HAVE GOTTEN 5 CALLS ABOUT IT IN 2 DAYS...:)
DINNER TONIGHT IS "FIND IT-MAKE IT-EAT IT"...I'M NOT COOKING!!
I MIGHT MAKE SOME GRILLED CHEESE SANDWICHES..BUT I SUCK AT MAKING THEM..THEY ARE TOO SOGGY OR BURNT..LOL...WHAT IS THE RIGHT WAY TO MAKE THEM?
I AM NOT REALLY A GREAT COOK...I DONT THINK SO ANYWAY...BUT THE HUBBY NEVER COMPLAINS..
WELL THAT IS ALL FOR NOW...TILL NEXT TIME ;)

Spring Time!

2011-04-06T15:47:00.001-07:00

I love this weather..not too hot,not too windy...love it!
My husband and I went for a short walk which ended up a very long walk cause we got lost!! hahaha!!
We even ran some of the way WITH the dogs with us!!
I also love shoes..spring time shoes!
Wedges,flip flops, sandals!
And I am obsessed with dresses! I don't care if people think i look like a cow! I love them! haha!
I wish I had some what of a back yard so I could plant some flowers and veggies!
Maybe I can get huge flower pots and have some peppers and tomatoes!?
We have a cook out this weekend with family! I cant wait! Hope the weather is like today!
So I wish you all a very Happy Spring!!! =)

How Do I deal w/.STRESS!?

2011-04-05T18:20:00.000-07:00

I have been so stressed lately. And usually I hide it well because my husband worries for the both of us...so if I seem OK and not as worried,he usually cheers up...
Well I still do not have a job...I haven't been looking that hard though..but the places I have applied are so slow at calling me back and I don't know why they wont give me a chance.
I was fired from my last job for horrible reason. And thankfully I proved that to the unemployment lady.
But now I had to file an extension on it and I'm not sure if Ill get it or not.
And my husbands checks aren't good cause of the chapt 13 we did awhile ago.
So now we have to see if we can file chapt 7..so they don't keep taking almost his whole check!!!
STRESS!!!!
Then the money we do have never last till we get paid again..Yes I do buy stuff...But I don't go out and spend $200!
We just always seem to run out of food and the essentials....
I cant sit on my butt ALL the time...I still have to enjoy my life and my marriage..We almost go nuts as it is!! ;)
And we are still waiting to here when we have to move....
I want to get it over with!
And then there is DRAMA! People in our families need to GROW UP and get over it all!
My parents are getting a divorce and its now kicking in when I here my mom sold the house and has to move in less then a month and I'm here stuck in KY and cant help her. And my dad has a gf who is living with him...so weird!
So I have to stay strong and put up this front that everything is okay...Well I'm about to go off on everyone!
STRESS!!

I have my own issues that I need to take of and I am so over worrying about everyone else.

PLEASE FOLLOW....

2011-04-05T14:44:00.000-07:00

PLEASE FOLLOW MY OTHER BLOG... BOOKS BOOKS BOOKS....I LIKE TO READ AND "REVIEW" THEM..I HAVE ONLY DONE ONE SO FAR...BUT PLAN TO GET OFF MY BUTT AND DO MORE!!! :)

ORGANIZING!

2011-04-05T14:15:00.000-07:00

I have been unemployed for almost 7 months now...Well I have become VERY lazy...in that time you would think I would lose some weight or find a job or something...Well it came a time when my husband sort of complained that I really didn't do anything around the house..so of course I felt bad...
Well have been keeping myself busy...I have looking for a job (no luck) and I cleaned out our Kitchen and organized it better...I finally put all my clothes away and organized my closet(which I'm quite proud of it.It used to be empty(meaning I had no clothes)I'm starting to have a "wardrobe" even though I have no where to go! haha!
I started going through all our papers(bills etc.)We are kinda pack rats!
Today I organized my husband closet which is also a storage closet too!! haha..It looks great!:)
I would love to start packing but we aren't sure when we have to move...
But I love organizing things and knowing where everything is...
I even finally got my licence so I don't have to wait around for the hubby all the time.
Hopefully in a year or so Ill have my own car! :) (wishful thinking)

DIETS???

2011-01-18T12:25:00.000-08:00

HELLO..
SO WHEN I ENTERED THE 9TH GRADE I WAS A SIZE 3!!! YES 3!!THEN WHEN I WAS IN 12TH GRADE I THINK I WAS A 5/6....OK...
WELL I MOVED TO KENTUCKY WHEN I WAS 20 AND I THINK I WAS A 9 BY THEN....
WHY DID I NOT START WORKING OUT???
OR AT LEAST TRY TO WATCH MY WEIGHT??
WELL I WENT TO WORK WITH MY HUSBAND THE OTHER DAY AND I WEIGHTED MYSELF...WHAT! I WANTED TO CRY..I DONT THINK I LOOK WHAT I WAY BUT COME ON!!!
IM TERRIFIED TO HAVE A CHILD..BECAUSE I KNOW MY 1ST PREGNANCY I WILL PROBABLY GAIN AT LEAST 40 LBS...THERE IS NO WAY!!!
I MIND SHARING WHAT SIZE I AM NOW..A 12 SOMETIMES A 14....BUT I STILL WEIGHT ALOT!!! SO I NEED DO GO ON A DIET...I NEED TO LOSE AT LEAST 40 LBS...SO I CAN HAVE A BABY IN THE NEXT COUPLE OF YEARS...
I CANT JOIN A DEIT PLAN ...ITS TOO PRICEY..
SO IM ON MY OWN..I HAVE A FEW WORK OUT VIDEOS AND WEIGHTS...SO WISH ME LUCK!
AN SMOKING IS STILL ON..IM NOT DOING THE GREATEST...NEED TO STRAITEN UP...AND GET HEALTHY!!!

SAD.....

2011-01-09T18:11:00.001-08:00

I WAS SO EXCITED FOR 2011...I WAS GOING TO QUIT SMOKING LOSE SOME WEIGHT...WELL ON TUESDAY MY PHONE WAS DEAD AND I WAS CHARGING IT..I FELL ASLEEP AFTER MY HUSBAND WENT TO WORK....I WOKE UP AT 10 AND TURNED MY PHONE ON..I HAD A LOT OF VOICE MAILS SO I CALLED MY HUSBAND'S CELL.....HE TOLD ME HE HAD HORRIBLE NEWS....HIS UNCLE HAD PASSED AWAY...I WAS IN SHOCK....I FELT SO STUPID BECAUSE MY PHONE WASN'T ON AND NO ONE COULD REACH ME.
I COULDNT BELIEVE IT..I JUST TALKED TO HIM ON CHRISTMAS EVE AND I SAW PIC OF HIM AT A BASKETBALL GAME....WHY DID THIS HAPPEN?...I KNEW HE HAD HEALTH ISSUES BUT NO ONE WAS READY FOR THIS....
MY SISTER IN LAW CAME OVER BECAUSE SHE THOUGHT I STILL DIDNT KNOW...WE ARENT AS CLOSE AS I WISH WE WERE..BUT WE JUST HUGGED AND CRIED WITH EACH OTHER....
I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY GOD TAKES THE GOOD ONES...THE ONES THAT ARENT READY TO GO...THAT HAVE FAMILIES THAT LOVE THEM...SO SAD...
MY PARENTS LIVE IN FLORIDA AND I DONT HAVE A LOT OF MONEY TO SEE THEM VERY OFTEN...I AM SO SCARED I WONT BE THERE IF SOMETHING HAPPENS..
THE FUNERAL WAS FILLED WITH SO MANY PEOPLE THAT LOVED HIS UNCLE...IT AMAZED ME TO SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE WERE THERE.
I DONT THINK I CRIED LIKE THAT IN A LONG TIME....I WILL MISS HIM...HE WAS SO NICE AND ALWAYS GAVE ME A WARM WELCOME AND A HUGE HUG WHEN I SAW HIM....HE IS OUR ANGEL NOW...HE IS WITH THE MANY OF THE OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS WE HAVE LOST...I WILL NEVER FORGET HIM. HES IN HEAVEN HANGING OUT WITH JESUS.
THIS YEAR HASNT STARTED OUT SO GREAT...I HOPE THINGS GET BETTER AND I HOPE OUR FAMILY STICKS TOGETHER BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN GOD WANTS YOU TO JOIN HIM IN HEAVEN

fired?

2010-09-30T12:29:00.000-07:00

SO I LOST MY JOB MONDAY...THE COMPANY I WORKED FOR IS HEARTLESS AND SNEAKY..IM PRAYING I CAN GET UNEMPLOYMENT UN TIL I FIND ANOTHER JOB....I NEVER BEEN FIRED BEFORE...SUCH A WIERD FEELING...BUT I REALLY DID HATE WORKING THERE..THE NEW COMPANY WAS NOT VERY NICE TO THE "OLD" EMPLOYEES...HOPEFULLU ILL FIND BETTER.
WISH ME LUCK!!:)

BLAH BLAH BLAH ;)

2010-07-01T05:45:00.000-07:00

SO I HAVE NOT BEEN ON HERE LATLEY SO I HAVE LOTS TO SHARE....

MY HUBBY HAS TO WEAR GLASSES..HE LOOKS SO CUTE IN THEM...

I STILL HATE MY JOB...THEY RECENTLY CUT MY HOURS AND I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR A NEW JOB..AND IM NOT HAVING ANY LUCK!:(

SO FOR THE PAST 2 YEARS I REALLY BECAME A "GIRLY GIRL" I LOVE SHOPPING..I USED TO HATE IT...BUT IM GETTING MORE COMFORTABLE WITH MY BODY AND I LOVE CLOTHES SHOES MAKEUP JEWLERY....HAHA.IM A MESS..

MY NEPHEW IS 3 YEARS OLD NOW AND THE CUTEST KID EVER...SO FUNNNY!! I LOVE HIM!
MY PARENTS ARE SEPERATED WHICH KINDA SUCKS AND I HOPE WHATEVER HAPPENS THAT THEY BOTH ARE HAPPY...

UMM..WHAT ELSE....LOVE THIS WEATHR.. ALITTLE TOO HUMID FOR ME THOUGH..CANT WAIT FOR FALL AND WINTER...
SO THATS ALL I CAN THINK OF RIGHT NOW...<3

hoping praying wishing needing...

2010-04-07T19:05:00.000-07:00

SO I HATE THE JOB I HAVE NOW...I AM GRATEFUL I HAVE A JOB BUT THE ONE I HAVE IS SO HARD ON MY BODY AND I HAVE BEEN DOING IT FOR 5 YEARS!!!
SO I APPLIED FOR THIS SOCIAL WORKER POSITION AT WORK ..DONT NEED A DEGREE..I WANT THIS JOB SO BAD AND I TOLD THEM I WANTED REALLY BAD...SO PLEASE KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS!!! I WILL GET A RAISE TOO..WHICH I NEED!!!
ALSO ..MY HUSBAND APPLIED TO A LOCAL COLLEGE..IM SO PROUD OF HIM..I HOPE WE CAN GET THE FINACIAL AIDE OR IT WONT WORK OUT....AND I HOPE HE STICKS WITH IT..I CAN HELP HIM STUDY.....IF THIS ALL HAPPENS I THINK OUR LIFE WILL BE BACK ON TRACK!!!
SO PRAY FOR US PLEASE!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! <3

YAY FOR ME!!!!

2010-01-31T16:37:00.000-08:00

SO IM AM KINDA SHY WHEN IT COMES TO NEW PEOPLE...IM KINDA JUDGEMENTAL..BUT ALOT OF TIMES IM RIGHT ABOUT A PERSON....SO ANYWAY..IN 2010 IM GOING TO TRY TO LIVE OUTSIDE MY BOX!!!!:)
AND IVE JOINED A GYM...LOST 6LBS ALREADY!!!:)

hopeforhaitinow.org

2010-01-22T20:09:00.000-08:00

PLEASE DONATE WHATEVER YOU CAN TO THIS ....I WATCHED THE TELETHON AND WAS IN TEARS SEEING ALL THOSE FAMILIES AND CHILDREN HURT AND WITHOUT THERE MOMMY'S AND DADDY'S...THEY ARE WITH OUT WATER FOOD...THEY NEED MORE MEDICAL SUPLLIES..PLEASE IF ITS JUST $5....DO YOUR PART..IN THE END WE ARE ALL HUMAN...I ASKED MY HUSBAND IF WE COULD ADOPT AN ORPHAN HE SAID YES..THAT MAY NOT HAPPEN BUT IF IT WAS EASIER I WOULD IN A HEARTBEAT!!!!!! THEY NEED A MIRACLE!!!!!!

worried....?

2010-01-03T19:32:00.000-08:00

PLEASE KEEP MY HEALTH IN UR PRAYERS...I HAVE BEEN FEELING LIKE CRAP LATELY AND IM AFRAID TO GO TO THE DR ....IM AFRAID IT WILL BE BAD NEWS..SO PRAY FOR GOOD HEALTH!! THANKS!!

2010.....?

2009-12-30T17:24:00.000-08:00

I HOPE AND PRAY 2010 IS 100% BETTER THAN 2009.....THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY....

hobbies???

2009-12-05T23:41:00.000-08:00

SO ITS ALMOST 3AM..YES I'M STILL AWAKE...MOSTLY WAITING ON MY HUBBY TO GO TO BED...I'M A SCARDY CAT AND DON'T LIKE SLEEPING ALONE..YES,LAME!! HA HA
WELL I HAVE BEEN THINKING..ALL I DO WHEN I GET HOME FROM WORK IS SIT AND WATCH TV//I MIGHT GET UP AND COOK DINNER OR PUT LAUNDRY WAY...BUT USUALLY I'M ON THE COMPUTER!!!

SO I NEED A HOBBY OR A "NEW" HOBBY!!

I WOULD LOVE AND LIKE TO MAKE JEWELRY...HOBBY LOBBY HAS SOME GREAT THINGS AND THEY ARE USUALLY TOO PRICEY....AND I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO CROSHAY!! IT LOOKS RELAXING AND YOU CAN MAKE PRETTY NEAT STUFF..MY HUBBY ALREADY WANTS A HAT AND I WANT A PUNCH OF SCARS AND BLANKETS..SO I NEED TO LEARN HOW..AND I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START!!!

ANY SUGGESTIONS????

HELP!!!

2009-11-30T16:42:00.000-08:00

PLEASE KEEP MY HUSBAND AND I IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS!!!
WE ARE GOING THROUGH SOME FINANCIAL DIFFICULTIES AND WE NEED A MIRACLE!!!!
I AM TRYING NOT TO WORRY TOO MUCH...MY HUBBY DOES THAT FOR THE BOTH OF US!!
I AM TRYING TO FIND MY HAPPY PLACE....SOMETIMES I WONDER..MAYBE MONEY DOES BUY HAPPINESS!!???

update

2009-10-26T02:41:00.000-07:00

HELLO..SO I AM NEGLECTING MY BLOG...SO I AM HERE TO UPDATE IT...WELL THINGS HAVE BEEN GOOD....I FINALLY GOT MY PERMIT!(I KNOW) AND I LOVE DRIVING..BUT MY POOR HUBBY..HAHA..HOPE HE DOESNT HAVE A HEART ATTACK...I JUST TURNED 26 AND I CANT BELIEVE IT..I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS 7..MISS THOSE DAYS..I HAD A GREAT BDAY...MY HUBBY TOOK ME TO A U OF L FOOTBALL GAME AND HIS COUSIN KRYSTLE AND HER HUBBY WENT WITH US..WE HAD SO MUCH FUN!!
MY WORK HAS CHANGED SO MUCH..A NEW COMPANY TOOK OVER AND I CANT DECIDE IF I LIKE THEM OR HATE THEM..ALOT OF PEOPLE GOT LET GO OR TRANSFERRED..LIKE MY BOSS...BUT I DID GET A LITTLE PROMOTION..30CENTS!! HAHA!! AND TWICE THE WORK!!:( BUT I THINK I AM DOING A GOOD JOB!! I REALLY HOPE THEY THINK SO CAUSE I CAN NOT LOSE MY JOB!!
FINANCIALLY WE ARENT DOING THAT GREAT..I HAVE A NEW ADDICTION..SHOPPING..I BECAME A GIRLIE GIRL SOMETIME LAST YEAR AND LOVE ACCESSORIES!!;) BUT I DONT THINK THATS OUR PROBLEM..I THINK WE EAT OUT TOO MUCH AND WE NEED TO QUIT SMOKING!:( I THINK IM GOING TO TRY NOV 1..ALSO BECAUSE MY WORK IS GOING SMOKE FREE JAN 1!!

BUT I AM THANKFUL WE HAVE OUR "ANGELS UNDER COVER"..LIKE HIS DAD..HES ALWAYS THERE TO HELP EVEN HE IS UPSET WITH US OR IF OUR CAR IS ACTING UP WE KNOW THIS AWESOME GUY WHO IS ALWAYS WILLING TO HELP...I AM VERY GRATEFULL FOR THEM...SO WE ARE TAKING THAT DAY BY DAY.
I WENT AND DID THE BREAST CANCER AWARENESS WALK WITH MY WORK THIS SUNDAY..IT WAS AMAZING..I KNOW 2 PEOPLE WITH CANCER AND I DONT KNOW HOW THEY PUT A SMILE ON THERE FACE AND JUST DEAL WITH IT..I WOULD BE A MESS..THEY ARE IN MY THOUGHTS ALL THE TIME!!

SO THATS WHATS GOING ON WITH US..STILL NO LITTLE ONES..BUT I CANT WAIT WHEN THE DAY COMES...ONLY GOD KNOWS WHEN....SEE YALL NEXT TIME!!

where did you go??

2009-04-24T20:17:00.000-07:00

WELL ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE IVE DONE THIS...IVE BEEN CRAZY BUSY ..DOING THINGS THAT AREN'T REALLY THAT IMPORTANT....I'M OKAY...ABOUT TO CELEBRATE OUR 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY JUNE 2 AND JUNE 5TH MY PARENTS AND 2 YOUNGEST SISTERS ARE COMING AND ONE OF MY OLDER SISTER WHO I HAVE NOT SEEN IN AWHILE!!! AND WE WILL HAVE LIVED IN OUR CONDO A YEAR ON JUNE 9TH...SO WE HAVE ALOT TO CELEBRATE IN THE NEXT FEW MONTHS!!
BUT I GOTTA TELL YA ...I'M DRAINED...THINGS HAVE NOT REALLY CHANGED...BUT I'M AM PUTTING IT IN GODS HANDS AND HOPING HE'LL POINT US IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION....WE STILL HAVE A ROOF OVER OUR HEADS AND WE LOVE EACH OTHER MORE THAN EVER!!! SO KEEP US IN YOUR PRAYERS....AND I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A HAPPY SPRING!!!

LOSING IT...

2009-02-19T16:02:00.000-08:00

SO WE RECENTLY FILED OUR TAXES AND WE PAID OFF 2 CREDIT CARDS WITH IT AND GOT SOME THINGS FOR OURSELVES AND THE CONDO,PAID BILLS....WELL YOU WOULD THINK THAT WOULD BE GREAT RIGHT??? WELL,AFTER DOING ALL THESE THINGS MY HUSBAND RAN OVER A POTHOLE AND IT DENTED HIS RIM..HIS COUSIN TOLD HIM OF THIS PLACE TO GO AND THEY WOULD FIX IT AND FOR PRETTY CHEAP...SO WE WENT AND WE HAD TO TAKE IT BACK TWICE..NO PROB...BUT IN THE MEAN TIME WE ORDERED AND NEW RIM JUST TO BE SAFE...MY POINT TO THIS STORY IS WHY CANT THINGS GO SMOOTHLY FOR ONCE..WE ALWAYS HAVE THIS HUGE BUMPS IN THE ROAD NO MATTER WHAT WE DO..ANOTHER EXAMPLE IS MY JOB ..I WORK IN A NURSING HOME AND THEY RECENTLY SOLD IT TO THIS NEW COMPANY ..WHO IS COMING IN AND LETTING ALLOT OF PEOPLE GO AND ARE CHANGING SO MANY THINGS ...LIKE MY WORK WHICH IS OKAY . I GUESS..BUT EVERYDAY I'M TERRIFIED I'M GOING TO BE LAID OFF...AFTER SPENDING ALL THIS MONEY ON STUFF..NOT ONLY THAT MY BOSS IS 67 AND LOSING HER MIND!!! I HATE MY JOB ....ITS SO STRESSFUL AND I WISH I COULD FIND SOMETHING NEW..I NEED SOMETHING DIFFERENT ..BUT I KNOW THERE IS NOTHING OUT THERE...SO WHILE I WAS TANNING TODAY I SAID A LITTLE PRAYER..PLEASE LORD GET ME IN A BETTER PLACE ..HELP ME FIND A NEW JOB...IM ABOUT TO LOSE IT!! SO..MY POINT TO THIS BLOG IS ..WHY CANT THINGS JUST GO SMOOTHLY ...I DON'T THINK MY HUBBY AND I HAD A DECENT WEEK IN ...FOREVER!!!! I AM VERY GRATE FULL FOR THE THINGS WE GOT TO DO ..BUT IT SEEMS LIKE THERE IS ALWAYS SOMETHING GOING WRONG!!!

OKAY IM DONE COMPLAINING!!!

BODY ART

2009-02-19T15:46:00.000-08:00

SO YOU MAY NOT KNOW THAT I LOVE TATTOO'S....I KNOW SOME PEOPLE THINK THEY ARE GROSS AND NOT...WHATS THE WORD I'M LOOKING FOR...MATURE??
WELL I HAVE 3..NOW 4...MY HUBBY LET ME GET ONE ON VALENTINES DAY..I WAS GETTING MY HAIR CUT WITH MY SISTER-IN-LAW AND HE CALLED AND SAID THE FLOWERS ARE ALL DEAD AND THEY WANT $50 BUCKS FOR THEM...I TOLD HIM A TATTOO WOULD COST ABOUT THAT MUCH...;)
SO HERE IS MY NEW TATTOO...ON MY RIGHT WRIST...
MY FIRST ONE I GOT WHEN I WAS 18 ON MY LOWER BACK( A HEART WITH STEMS) AND MY SECOND ONE IS REALLY SILLY.. MY NAME ON MY LEFT ARM AND MY THIRD IS SHAMROCKS AND A FORTH LEAF CLOVER ON MY ANKLE...I LIKE THEM!!! MY HUBBY IS GETTING HIS SECOND ON FRIDAY ...HE DREW IT HIMSELF...ILL HAVE TO POST MORE PICS OF THEM ALL!!!
IF YOU DON'T LIKE TATTOO'S ..THINK OF IT AS BODY ART!!!! :)

happy new year!!!

2009-01-17T19:11:00.000-08:00

hi everyone!!! i haven't been on here in awhile...so let me update you on whats going on......my hubby and i are down to a pack of cigarettes a day(we used to go through 2 cartons in a week!!!!) i haven't really begun to lose weight..i need to though.i found this book at the borders and the name kinda isn't nice..its called skinny b@@ch!! but i didn't buy it yet ...i glanced at the first chapter and i love it ...they are harsh but they get the point across!!!
i cant wait to do taxes I'm praying i get allot back so i can get credit cards paid off and maybe go on a little vacation with my hubby!!
i hate my job..i almost quit the other day...dear lord give me strength!!!
um......we had a great new years party at the condo...I'm so grateful for our friends!! so..we will see how this year goes.....i hope and pray its alittle better than last year....i so tired of being stressed!!!
hope everyone has a great new year!! keep us in your prayers!!!

a new year....

2008-12-06T17:08:00.000-08:00

SO I HAVEN'T BLOGGED LATELY..I HAVEN'T BEEN IN THAT KINDA MOOD.THINGS HAVE BEEN SO STRESSFUL LATELY I DIDN'T WANT THIS TO BECOME "THE COMPLAINER" BLOG..SO IVE BEEN THINKING TODAY ABOUT THE NEW YEAR AND HOW EXCITED I AM FOR IT TO COME...FOR A FEW REASONS..TAX SEASON..WE GET TO CLAIM THE CONDO AND I'M MARRIED NOW SO HOPEFULLY WE'LL GET ENOUGH BACK TO FIX OUR OTHER BATHROOM..AND ALSO I THINK I'M READY TO MAKE SOME CHANGES IN MY LIFE...SO HERE ARE FEW THINGS I WANNA ACCOMPLISH BEFORE 2010..

1. LOSE 20LBS AND KEEP IT OFF!!
2. QUIT SMOKING!! IT IS SO HARD!
3. GET MY DARN DRIVERS LICENCE(THAT'S A LONG STORY) NO I DIDN'T GET INTO ANY TROUBLE I JUST NEVER GOT IT...
4. LEARN TO TRUST PEOPLE MORE(THAT'S A BIG PROBLEM)
5. MAKE SURE I HAVE A LITTLE "ME' TIME EVERY MONTH!(THAT'S GONNA BE HARD BECAUSE OF LACK OF FUNDS,BUT I'M GOING TO TRY..HEY,EVERY WOMAN NEEDS A FEW HRS TO GO TO HER GIRLFRIENDS AND GET HER HAIR DONE(ITS ALSO CHEAPER THAT WAY INSTEAD OF GOING TO THE SALON!) OR JUST TO A MOVIE WITH MY HUBBY!!

SO...THAT'S WHAT I HOPE TO ACCOMPLISH..YAY FOR ME!!

prayer chain

2008-11-19T18:55:00.000-08:00

HELLO!! SO IVE BEEN THINKING(WHAT ELSE IS NEW!) MY CHURCH I GREW UP IN HAD A THING CALLED THE PRAYER CHAIN. MY MOM WOULD GET PHONE CALLS DURING THE WEEK ABOUT PEOPLE WHO NEEDED PRAYER..LIKE IF THEY WERE HAVING SURGERY OR WERE SICK OR LOST A LOVED ONE!!AND SHE'D WRITE IT DOWN AND CALL THE NEXT PERSON ON OUR LIST AND SO ON AN SO ON.AND WE WOULD PRAY FOR THEM THAT WEEK..SO I THOUGH I COULD START ONE!!

SO I HAVE A FEW THINGS.. MY SISTER-IN-LAW SHANNON IS HAVING SURGERY TOMORROW AND SHE IS VERY NERVOUS.(HER THYROIDS ARE BEING TAKING OUT)PLEASE KEEP HER IN YOUR PRAYERS AND ALSO A FRIEND AT WORK FOUND OUT SHE HAS LUNG CANCER(IN BOTH LUNGS). SHE STARTS CHEMO SOON,PLEASE PRAY FOR HER AND HER FAMILY,ALSO PRAY FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHO ARE STRUGGLING WITH ANYTHING IN THERE LIVES AND PRAY THAT THEY FIND PEACE AND STRENGTH!!

OKAY SO IF YOU HAVE ANY JUST BLOG AND ILL KEEP THEM IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS!!!
<3 TANYA

I THINK GOD GAVE ME AN ANSWER...

2008-11-11T16:41:00.000-08:00

WELL,AS YOU MAY KNOW I HAVE BEEN STRESSING ABOUT OUR BILLS AND HOW WE AREN'T DOING SO WELL WITH THEM..I HEARD FROM A FEW PEOPLE SOME OPTIONS AND LOOKED INTO THEM...BUT THE OTHER DAY I WAS SO FRUSTRATED THAT I EVEN TALKED TO MY HUSBAND ABOUT FILING BANKRUPT!!!

BUT TODAY AT WORK MY FRIEND IN THE BUSINESS OFFICE ASKED ME WHAT WHAT WAS WRONG AND I TOLD HER MY STORY AND SHE SAID BEFORE WE GO THAT ROUTE I NEED TO GO HOME CUT MY CREDIT CARDS UP AND SEND EACH ONE A LETTER OF INTENT..WHICH NEEDS TO STATE THAT WE ARE TRYING AND THAT WE DON'T WANT PHONE CALLS EVERYDAY ALL DAY ..YES WE KNOW WE OWE YOU MONEY!! AND THAT WE'LL PAY THIS (OUR)AMOUNT EVERY MONTH TILL IT IS PAID OF AND THAT WE ASK FOR A REDUCTION INTEREST RATE

SO I GOT HOME AND WE CUT THEM UP AND I AM IN THE PROCESS OF TYPING THE LETTERS...WHEN I HEARD WHAT MY FRIEND SAID, A SIGH OF RELIEF CAME OVER ME AND I THOUGHT WOW..IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ANSWER!! YAY! SO KEEP US IN YOUR PRAYERS!! <3 TANYA

BLANKETS FOR EVERYONE!!

2008-11-08T18:32:00.000-08:00

SO A COUPLE MONTHS AGO I MADE A U OF L BLANKET FOR MY HUSBAND AND A STEELERS ONE FOR MY SISTER-IN-LAWS HUBBY...THEY ARE NO MORE THAN $20 AT WALMART..IN THE FABRIC SECTION.....THEY HAVE ALL DIFFERENT KINDS ..ONES FOR KIDS AND EVEN ADULTS...

HERE'S WHAT YOU NEED

1.3 YARDS OF THE FABRIC YOU CHOOSE..EXAMPLE-U OF L

2. THEN GET A SOLID COLOR FOR THE BACK ..3 YARDS OF THAT 2..EXAMPLE-WHITE

3.ALSO MAKE SURE YOU HAVE SCISSORS AND PINS TO KEEPS THE BLANKETS TOGETHER.(I GOT THE ONES WITH COLORFUL TOPS SO THEY ARE EASY TO FIND IF YOU DROP)

4.AFTER YOU PUT THE PINS IN YOU CUT STRIPS(THEY SHOULD BE AT LEAST A HALF AN INCH BIG) ALL THE WAY AROUND AND DOUBLE TIE THEM...(I ONLY DO 3 AT A TIME)

5. YOU MAY HAVE EXTRA FABRIC..JUST CUT IT OFF!

6. ENJOY YOUR COSY BLANKET!!

7 THINGS YOU DIDNT KNOW ABOUT ME!

2008-11-07T18:07:00.000-08:00

SO I HAVE BEEN READING SHANNA'S BLOGS AND I'M ALMOST DONE WITH ALL OF THEM!! HA HA!! AND THERE WAS ONE THAT I THOUGHT WOULD BE FUN TO COPY!
IT WAS 7 THINGS I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT HER..SO NEAT...SO I'M REALLY BORED AND CANT THINK OF ANYTHING TO BLOG ABOUT....SO HERE YOU GO..ENJOY

1.I WAS ADOPTED AT THE AGE OF 9!

2. I WENT TO HAMBURG CHRISTIAN SCHOOL FROM 4TH GRADE TO 7TH GRADE!! I LOVED IT!! THERE WERE 4 KIDS IN MY CLASSES..NO MORE THAN 12!! IN 8TH GRADE MY MOM AND DAD COULDN'T AFFORD THE TUITION SO I HAD TO GO BACK TO PUBLIC SCHOOL! :(

3.I AM THE GRUMPIEST PERSON WHEN I WAKE UP! SERIOUSLY,DON'T TALK TO ME FOR AT LEAST 10 MIN...HA HA!

4.I WAS BAPTIZED AT AGE 9. THE CHURCH I WENT TO WASN'T REALLY USED TO THAT AND THEY THOUGHT IT WAS SO NEAT..(MY PARENTS DIDN'T KNOW IF I WAS BAPTIZED WHEN I WAS A BABY SO...

5.I HAD A BAD SKIN RASH ON BOTH MY FRONT LEGS...I WOULD SCRATCH IT TILL IT BLED ..MY MOM FINALLY FOUND SOME CREAM THAT TOOK IT AWAY..IT WAS SO EMBARRASSING!!

6.IM GOING BLIND! REALLY! I TOOK MY GLASSES OFF TODAY AND I CANT SEE ANYTHING FURTHER THEN 3 INCHES AWAY FROM MY EYES!!

7. I MOVED TO KENTUCKY ON A WHIM...AND I ASKED MY DAD WHAT HE THOUGHT ABOUT IT AND HE SAID "YOU MAY MEET THE MAN OF YOUR DREAMS THERE"....AND I DID!!! ..WOW!

WHY DO WE STRUGGLE?

2008-11-06T15:29:00.000-08:00

MY HUSBAND AND I GOT MARRIED ALMOST 6 MONTHS AGO AND AT THE SAME TIME BOUGHT A CONDO. LITTLE DID WE KNOW THAT IT WAS GONNA BE STRESSFULL. LET ME NOTE THAT WE DO NOT HAVE CAREER PAYING JOBS. AND WE HAVE NO BABIES..YET.

I AM THE BILL LADY.I HANDLE THE MONEY .HOW MUCH WE NEED, WHATS LEFT AND SO ON. BUT LATLEY I MUST HAVE LOST MY BRAIN CAUSE I KEEP MESSING UP. I THINK I HAVE THE MONEY,THEN I DONT AND WE ARE IN TROUBLE! YES,WE PAY THE MORTGAGE BUT THE CREDIT CARDS ARE GETING OUT OF HAND.SOME OF THEM WE GOT TOGETHER AND SOME WAS HIS IDEA OR MINE. SO I AM LOST. I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR A NEW JOB OR A PART TIME SECOND JOB.BUT I DONT WANT TO WORK ALL DAY! WHAT AM I DOING WRONG?

DOES ANYONE KNOW A BOOK OR COMPUTER PROGRAM I CAN GO TO,TO HELP MANGAGE OUR MONEY BETTER. BECAUSE IT IS CAUSEING US TO ARGUE AND BRING STRESS INTO OUR LIVES!

THAK YOU AND GOD BLESS!

tug-a-war

2008-11-05T17:21:00.001-08:00

my dogs are very unique!! nalla is our first dog and she is a (almost)3 year old hound/beagle..i think.the girl i got her from hated dogs and told me she was a boxer..wait till you see the pic she is loveable but very hyper..we have to hold her back when people come over cause she wants to sniff and lick you to death!! and shes great with other dogs which brings me to buddy,our 4 year old terrior mix..his story is ..my boss got him from a friend and she lived with her daughter. well she and her hubby moved to an apt so he didnt have to do yard work and couldnt keep buddy ...her daughter kept him till her house caught fire and she lost everything ..she decided she didnt want buddy and my boss was heartbroken cause she couldnt take her to her apt.so i offered to care for him ..so she now has "visitation rights" i take him to work with me 1 every 2 weeks.

buddy was very sad when we brought him home and nalla wanted to know how long he was staying!!....now they play together..with "the rope"..its is so funny!! nalla tests him to see how far he'll go...and always wants to play...buddy is a little dare devil..he goes right under her and takes it away!! so funny!! ...i love my dogs....

OUR NEW PRESIDENT

2008-11-05T14:40:00.000-08:00

TODAY WE HAVE A NEW PRESIDENT!! BARACK OBAMA!!! I AM A DEMOCRAT. AND I VOTED FOR HIM! I HOPE AND PRAY HE CAN LIVE UP TO HIS EXPECTATIONS! OUR COUNRTY NEEDS CHANGE!!

NOW SOME OF YOU MAY BE MCCAIN SUPPORTERS SO LET ME TELL YOU WHAT I LIKE ABOUT OBAMA.

HE IS AN AMZING SPEAKER.HE LOVES HIS COUNRTY. YES,HE IS PRO-ABORTION AND I AM PRO-CHOICE..WHICH I THINK IS THE SAME THING...IF YOUR DAUGHTER IS RAPED AT THE AGE OF 12 WOULD YOU WANT TO HAVE THE OPTION OF NOT LETING HER HAVE THE CHILD? OR LET HER HAVE A CONSTANT REMINDER OF WHAT HAPPEN TO HER AND HOW AND WHY SHE BROUGHT AN INNOCENT BABY INTO THE WORLD??

AND HEALTH CARE...I CANT AFFORD TO HAVE MY HUSBAND AND I ON THE SAME INSURENCE!!! THAT IS REDICULOUS!! SO I HOPE HE CAN MAKE IT MORE AFFORDABLE.

I ALSO THINK THE PEOPLE WHO WORK 2 MONTHS OUT OF A YEAR AND MAKE MILLIONS TO DO NOTHING WITH SHOULD SHARE THE WEALTH!! I WORK MY BUTT OFF AND I AM STILL STRUGGLING!! SO I HOPE HE RAISES TAXES FOR PEOPLE WHO MAKE MORE THEN 250,000 A YEAR!!!

AND LASTLY PEOPLE DONT LIKE THE FACT THAT HE IS AFRICAN AMERICAN...WHY??? WE ALL CAME FROM THE SAME PLACE..WHY DOES IT MATTER WHAT COLOR SKIN WE ARE ....WE ARE NO BETTER THEN ANYONE ELSE!! THEY DONT HAVE AN EXTRA BODY PART....WE ARE ALL HUMAN BEINGS!!!

SO I HOPE AND PRAY WE CAN COME TOGETHER AS AMERICANS,AS HUMANS,AND SUPPORT THE NEW PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES!!!!