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I WAS SO EXCITED FOR 2011...I WAS GOING TO QUIT SMOKING LOSE SOME WEIGHT...WELL ON TUESDAY MY PHONE WAS DEAD AND I WAS CHARGING IT..I FELL ASLEEP AFTER MY HUSBAND WENT TO WORK....I WOKE UP AT 10 AND TURNED MY PHONE ON..I HAD A LOT OF VOICE MAILS SO I CALLED MY HUSBAND'S CELL.....HE TOLD ME HE HAD HORRIBLE NEWS....HIS UNCLE HAD PASSED AWAY...I WAS IN SHOCK....I FELT SO STUPID BECAUSE MY PHONE WASN'T ON AND NO ONE COULD REACH ME.
I COULDNT BELIEVE IT..I JUST TALKED TO HIM ON CHRISTMAS EVE AND I SAW PIC OF HIM AT A BASKETBALL GAME....WHY DID THIS HAPPEN?...I KNEW HE HAD HEALTH ISSUES BUT NO ONE WAS READY FOR THIS....
MY SISTER IN LAW CAME OVER BECAUSE SHE THOUGHT I STILL DIDNT KNOW...WE ARENT AS CLOSE AS I WISH WE WERE..BUT WE JUST HUGGED AND CRIED WITH EACH OTHER....
I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY GOD TAKES THE GOOD ONES...THE ONES THAT ARENT READY TO GO...THAT HAVE FAMILIES THAT LOVE THEM...SO SAD...
MY PARENTS LIVE IN FLORIDA AND I DONT HAVE A LOT OF MONEY TO SEE THEM VERY OFTEN...I AM SO SCARED I WONT BE THERE IF SOMETHING HAPPENS..
THE FUNERAL WAS FILLED WITH SO MANY PEOPLE THAT LOVED HIS UNCLE...IT AMAZED ME TO SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE WERE THERE.
I DONT THINK I CRIED LIKE THAT IN A LONG TIME....I WILL MISS HIM...HE WAS SO NICE AND ALWAYS GAVE ME A WARM WELCOME AND A HUGE HUG WHEN I SAW HIM....HE IS OUR ANGEL NOW...HE IS WITH THE MANY OF THE OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS WE HAVE LOST...I WILL NEVER FORGET HIM. HES IN HEAVEN HANGING OUT WITH JESUS.
THIS YEAR HASNT STARTED OUT SO GREAT...I HOPE THINGS GET BETTER AND I HOPE OUR FAMILY STICKS TOGETHER BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN GOD WANTS YOU TO JOIN HIM IN HEAVEN

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SO I LOST MY JOB MONDAY...THE COMPANY I WORKED FOR IS HEARTLESS AND SNEAKY..IM PRAYING I CAN GET UNEMPLOYMENT UN TIL I FIND ANOTHER JOB....I NEVER BEEN FIRED BEFORE...SUCH A WIERD FEELING...BUT I REALLY DID HATE WORKING THERE..THE NEW COMPANY WAS NOT VERY NICE TO THE "OLD" EMPLOYEES...HOPEFULLU ILL FIND BETTER.
WISH ME LUCK!!:)

BLAH BLAH BLAH ;)

SO I HAVE NOT BEEN ON HERE LATLEY SO I HAVE LOTS TO SHARE....

MY HUBBY HAS TO WEAR GLASSES..HE LOOKS SO CUTE IN THEM...

I STILL HATE MY JOB...THEY RECENTLY CUT MY HOURS AND I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR A NEW JOB..AND IM NOT HAVING ANY LUCK!:(

SO FOR THE PAST 2 YEARS I REALLY BECAME A "GIRLY GIRL" I LOVE SHOPPING..I USED TO HATE IT...BUT IM GETTING MORE COMFORTABLE WITH MY BODY AND I LOVE CLOTHES SHOES MAKEUP JEWLERY....HAHA.IM A MESS..

MY NEPHEW IS 3 YEARS OLD NOW AND THE CUTEST KID EVER...SO FUNNNY!! I LOVE HIM!
MY PARENTS ARE SEPERATED WHICH KINDA SUCKS AND I HOPE WHATEVER HAPPENS THAT THEY BOTH ARE HAPPY...

UMM..WHAT ELSE....LOVE THIS WEATHR.. ALITTLE TOO HUMID FOR ME THOUGH..CANT WAIT FOR FALL AND WINTER...
SO THATS ALL I CAN THINK OF RIGHT NOW...<3

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SO I HATE THE JOB I HAVE NOW...I AM GRATEFUL I HAVE A JOB BUT THE ONE I HAVE IS SO HARD ON MY BODY AND I HAVE BEEN DOING IT FOR 5 YEARS!!!
SO I APPLIED FOR THIS SOCIAL WORKER POSITION AT WORK ..DONT NEED A DEGREE..I WANT THIS JOB SO BAD AND I TOLD THEM I WANTED REALLY BAD...SO PLEASE KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS!!! I WILL GET A RAISE TOO..WHICH I NEED!!!
ALSO ..MY HUSBAND APPLIED TO A LOCAL COLLEGE..IM SO PROUD OF HIM..I HOPE WE CAN GET THE FINACIAL AIDE OR IT WONT WORK OUT....AND I HOPE HE STICKS WITH IT..I CAN HELP HIM STUDY.....IF THIS ALL HAPPENS I THINK OUR LIFE WILL BE BACK ON TRACK!!!
SO PRAY FOR US PLEASE!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! <3

YAY FOR ME!!!!

SO IM AM KINDA SHY WHEN IT COMES TO NEW PEOPLE...IM KINDA JUDGEMENTAL..BUT ALOT OF TIMES IM RIGHT ABOUT A PERSON....SO ANYWAY..IN 2010 IM GOING TO TRY TO LIVE OUTSIDE MY BOX!!!!:)
AND IVE JOINED A GYM...LOST 6LBS ALREADY!!!:)

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PLEASE DONATE WHATEVER YOU CAN TO THIS ....I WATCHED THE TELETHON AND WAS IN TEARS SEEING ALL THOSE FAMILIES AND CHILDREN HURT AND WITHOUT THERE MOMMY'S AND DADDY'S...THEY ARE WITH OUT WATER FOOD...THEY NEED MORE MEDICAL SUPLLIES..PLEASE IF ITS JUST $5....DO YOUR PART..IN THE END WE ARE ALL HUMAN...I ASKED MY HUSBAND IF WE COULD ADOPT AN ORPHAN HE SAID YES..THAT MAY NOT HAPPEN BUT IF IT WAS EASIER I WOULD IN A HEARTBEAT!!!!!! THEY NEED A MIRACLE!!!!!!

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PLEASE KEEP MY HEALTH IN UR PRAYERS...I HAVE BEEN FEELING LIKE CRAP LATELY AND IM AFRAID TO GO TO THE DR ....IM AFRAID IT WILL BE BAD NEWS..SO PRAY FOR GOOD HEALTH!! THANKS!!