where did you go??

WELL ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE IVE DONE THIS...IVE BEEN CRAZY BUSY ..DOING THINGS THAT AREN'T REALLY THAT IMPORTANT....I'M OKAY...ABOUT TO CELEBRATE OUR 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY JUNE 2 AND JUNE 5TH MY PARENTS AND 2 YOUNGEST SISTERS ARE COMING AND ONE OF MY OLDER SISTER WHO I HAVE NOT SEEN IN AWHILE!!! AND WE WILL HAVE LIVED IN OUR CONDO A YEAR ON JUNE 9TH...SO WE HAVE ALOT TO CELEBRATE IN THE NEXT FEW MONTHS!!
BUT I GOTTA TELL YA ...I'M DRAINED...THINGS HAVE NOT REALLY CHANGED...BUT I'M AM PUTTING IT IN GODS HANDS AND HOPING HE'LL POINT US IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION....WE STILL HAVE A ROOF OVER OUR HEADS AND WE LOVE EACH OTHER MORE THAN EVER!!! SO KEEP US IN YOUR PRAYERS....AND I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A HAPPY SPRING!!!

LOSING IT...

SO WE RECENTLY FILED OUR TAXES AND WE PAID OFF 2 CREDIT CARDS WITH IT AND GOT SOME THINGS FOR OURSELVES AND THE CONDO,PAID BILLS....WELL YOU WOULD THINK THAT WOULD BE GREAT RIGHT??? WELL,AFTER DOING ALL THESE THINGS MY HUSBAND RAN OVER A POTHOLE AND IT DENTED HIS RIM..HIS COUSIN TOLD HIM OF THIS PLACE TO GO AND THEY WOULD FIX IT AND FOR PRETTY CHEAP...SO WE WENT AND WE HAD TO TAKE IT BACK TWICE..NO PROB...BUT IN THE MEAN TIME WE ORDERED AND NEW RIM JUST TO BE SAFE...MY POINT TO THIS STORY IS WHY CANT THINGS GO SMOOTHLY FOR ONCE..WE ALWAYS HAVE THIS HUGE BUMPS IN THE ROAD NO MATTER WHAT WE DO..ANOTHER EXAMPLE IS MY JOB ..I WORK IN A NURSING HOME AND THEY RECENTLY SOLD IT TO THIS NEW COMPANY ..WHO IS COMING IN AND LETTING ALLOT OF PEOPLE GO AND ARE CHANGING SO MANY THINGS ...LIKE MY WORK WHICH IS OKAY . I GUESS..BUT EVERYDAY I'M TERRIFIED I'M GOING TO BE LAID OFF...AFTER SPENDING ALL THIS MONEY ON STUFF..NOT ONLY THAT MY BOSS IS 67 AND LOSING HER MIND!!! I HATE MY JOB ....ITS SO STRESSFUL AND I WISH I COULD FIND SOMETHING NEW..I NEED SOMETHING DIFFERENT ..BUT I KNOW THERE IS NOTHING OUT THERE...SO WHILE I WAS TANNING TODAY I SAID A LITTLE PRAYER..PLEASE LORD GET ME IN A BETTER PLACE ..HELP ME FIND A NEW JOB...IM ABOUT TO LOSE IT!! SO..MY POINT TO THIS BLOG IS ..WHY CANT THINGS JUST GO SMOOTHLY ...I DON'T THINK MY HUBBY AND I HAD A DECENT WEEK IN ...FOREVER!!!! I AM VERY GRATE FULL FOR THE THINGS WE GOT TO DO ..BUT IT SEEMS LIKE THERE IS ALWAYS SOMETHING GOING WRONG!!!

OKAY IM DONE COMPLAINING!!!

BODY ART

SO YOU MAY NOT KNOW THAT I LOVE TATTOO'S....I KNOW SOME PEOPLE THINK THEY ARE GROSS AND NOT...WHATS THE WORD I'M LOOKING FOR...MATURE??
WELL I HAVE 3..NOW 4...MY HUBBY LET ME GET ONE ON VALENTINES DAY..I WAS GETTING MY HAIR CUT WITH MY SISTER-IN-LAW AND HE CALLED AND SAID THE FLOWERS ARE ALL DEAD AND THEY WANT $50 BUCKS FOR THEM...I TOLD HIM A TATTOO WOULD COST ABOUT THAT MUCH...;)
SO HERE IS MY NEW TATTOO...ON MY RIGHT WRIST...
MY FIRST ONE I GOT WHEN I WAS 18 ON MY LOWER BACK( A HEART WITH STEMS) AND MY SECOND ONE IS REALLY SILLY.. MY NAME ON MY LEFT ARM AND MY THIRD IS SHAMROCKS AND A FORTH LEAF CLOVER ON MY ANKLE...I LIKE THEM!!! MY HUBBY IS GETTING HIS SECOND ON FRIDAY ...HE DREW IT HIMSELF...ILL HAVE TO POST MORE PICS OF THEM ALL!!!
IF YOU DON'T LIKE TATTOO'S ..THINK OF IT AS BODY ART!!!! :)

happy new year!!!

hi everyone!!! i haven't been on here in awhile...so let me update you on whats going on......my hubby and i are down to a pack of cigarettes a day(we used to go through 2 cartons in a week!!!!) i haven't really begun to lose weight..i need to though.i found this book at the borders and the name kinda isn't nice..its called skinny b@@ch!! but i didn't buy it yet ...i glanced at the first chapter and i love it ...they are harsh but they get the point across!!!
i cant wait to do taxes I'm praying i get allot back so i can get credit cards paid off and maybe go on a little vacation with my hubby!!
i hate my job..i almost quit the other day...dear lord give me strength!!!
um......we had a great new years party at the condo...I'm so grateful for our friends!! so..we will see how this year goes.....i hope and pray its alittle better than last year....i so tired of being stressed!!!
hope everyone has a great new year!! keep us in your prayers!!!

a new year....

SO I HAVEN'T BLOGGED LATELY..I HAVEN'T BEEN IN THAT KINDA MOOD.THINGS HAVE BEEN SO STRESSFUL LATELY I DIDN'T WANT THIS TO BECOME "THE COMPLAINER" BLOG..SO IVE BEEN THINKING TODAY ABOUT THE NEW YEAR AND HOW EXCITED I AM FOR IT TO COME...FOR A FEW REASONS..TAX SEASON..WE GET TO CLAIM THE CONDO AND I'M MARRIED NOW SO HOPEFULLY WE'LL GET ENOUGH BACK TO FIX OUR OTHER BATHROOM..AND ALSO I THINK I'M READY TO MAKE SOME CHANGES IN MY LIFE...SO HERE ARE FEW THINGS I WANNA ACCOMPLISH BEFORE 2010..

1. LOSE 20LBS AND KEEP IT OFF!!
2. QUIT SMOKING!! IT IS SO HARD!
3. GET MY DARN DRIVERS LICENCE(THAT'S A LONG STORY) NO I DIDN'T GET INTO ANY TROUBLE I JUST NEVER GOT IT...
4. LEARN TO TRUST PEOPLE MORE(THAT'S A BIG PROBLEM)
5. MAKE SURE I HAVE A LITTLE "ME' TIME EVERY MONTH!(THAT'S GONNA BE HARD BECAUSE OF LACK OF FUNDS,BUT I'M GOING TO TRY..HEY,EVERY WOMAN NEEDS A FEW HRS TO GO TO HER GIRLFRIENDS AND GET HER HAIR DONE(ITS ALSO CHEAPER THAT WAY INSTEAD OF GOING TO THE SALON!) OR JUST TO A MOVIE WITH MY HUBBY!!

SO...THAT'S WHAT I HOPE TO ACCOMPLISH..YAY FOR ME!!

prayer chain

HELLO!! SO IVE BEEN THINKING(WHAT ELSE IS NEW!) MY CHURCH I GREW UP IN HAD A THING CALLED THE PRAYER CHAIN. MY MOM WOULD GET PHONE CALLS DURING THE WEEK ABOUT PEOPLE WHO NEEDED PRAYER..LIKE IF THEY WERE HAVING SURGERY OR WERE SICK OR LOST A LOVED ONE!!AND SHE'D WRITE IT DOWN AND CALL THE NEXT PERSON ON OUR LIST AND SO ON AN SO ON.AND WE WOULD PRAY FOR THEM THAT WEEK..SO I THOUGH I COULD START ONE!!

SO I HAVE A FEW THINGS.. MY SISTER-IN-LAW SHANNON IS HAVING SURGERY TOMORROW AND SHE IS VERY NERVOUS.(HER THYROIDS ARE BEING TAKING OUT)PLEASE KEEP HER IN YOUR PRAYERS AND ALSO A FRIEND AT WORK FOUND OUT SHE HAS LUNG CANCER(IN BOTH LUNGS). SHE STARTS CHEMO SOON,PLEASE PRAY FOR HER AND HER FAMILY,ALSO PRAY FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHO ARE STRUGGLING WITH ANYTHING IN THERE LIVES AND PRAY THAT THEY FIND PEACE AND STRENGTH!!

OKAY SO IF YOU HAVE ANY JUST BLOG AND ILL KEEP THEM IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS!!!
<3 TANYA

I THINK GOD GAVE ME AN ANSWER...

WELL,AS YOU MAY KNOW I HAVE BEEN STRESSING ABOUT OUR BILLS AND HOW WE AREN'T DOING SO WELL WITH THEM..I HEARD FROM A FEW PEOPLE SOME OPTIONS AND LOOKED INTO THEM...BUT THE OTHER DAY I WAS SO FRUSTRATED THAT I EVEN TALKED TO MY HUSBAND ABOUT FILING BANKRUPT!!!

BUT TODAY AT WORK MY FRIEND IN THE BUSINESS OFFICE ASKED ME WHAT WHAT WAS WRONG AND I TOLD HER MY STORY AND SHE SAID BEFORE WE GO THAT ROUTE I NEED TO GO HOME CUT MY CREDIT CARDS UP AND SEND EACH ONE A LETTER OF INTENT..WHICH NEEDS TO STATE THAT WE ARE TRYING AND THAT WE DON'T WANT PHONE CALLS EVERYDAY ALL DAY ..YES WE KNOW WE OWE YOU MONEY!! AND THAT WE'LL PAY THIS (OUR)AMOUNT EVERY MONTH TILL IT IS PAID OF AND THAT WE ASK FOR A REDUCTION INTEREST RATE

SO I GOT HOME AND WE CUT THEM UP AND I AM IN THE PROCESS OF TYPING THE LETTERS...WHEN I HEARD WHAT MY FRIEND SAID, A SIGH OF RELIEF CAME OVER ME AND I THOUGHT WOW..IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ANSWER!! YAY! SO KEEP US IN YOUR PRAYERS!! <3 TANYA