HELLO..
SO WHEN I ENTERED THE 9TH GRADE I WAS A SIZE 3!!! YES 3!!THEN WHEN I WAS IN 12TH GRADE I THINK I WAS A 5/6....OK...
WELL I MOVED TO KENTUCKY WHEN I WAS 20 AND I THINK I WAS A 9 BY THEN....
WHY DID I NOT START WORKING OUT???
OR AT LEAST TRY TO WATCH MY WEIGHT??
WELL I WENT TO WORK WITH MY HUSBAND THE OTHER DAY AND I WEIGHTED MYSELF...WHAT! I WANTED TO CRY..I DONT THINK I LOOK WHAT I WAY BUT COME ON!!!
IM TERRIFIED TO HAVE A CHILD..BECAUSE I KNOW MY 1ST PREGNANCY I WILL PROBABLY GAIN AT LEAST 40 LBS...THERE IS NO WAY!!!
I MIND SHARING WHAT SIZE I AM NOW..A 12 SOMETIMES A 14....BUT I STILL WEIGHT ALOT!!! SO I NEED DO GO ON A DIET...I NEED TO LOSE AT LEAST 40 LBS...SO I CAN HAVE A BABY IN THE NEXT COUPLE OF YEARS...
I CANT JOIN A DEIT PLAN ...ITS TOO PRICEY..
SO IM ON MY OWN..I HAVE A FEW WORK OUT VIDEOS AND WEIGHTS...SO WISH ME LUCK!
AN SMOKING IS STILL ON..IM NOT DOING THE GREATEST...NEED TO STRAITEN UP...AND GET HEALTHY!!!
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Sunday, January 9, 2011
SAD.....
I WAS SO EXCITED FOR 2011...I WAS GOING TO QUIT SMOKING LOSE SOME WEIGHT...WELL ON TUESDAY MY PHONE WAS DEAD AND I WAS CHARGING IT..I FELL ASLEEP AFTER MY HUSBAND WENT TO WORK....I WOKE UP AT 10 AND TURNED MY PHONE ON..I HAD A LOT OF VOICE MAILS SO I CALLED MY HUSBAND'S CELL.....HE TOLD ME HE HAD HORRIBLE NEWS....HIS UNCLE HAD PASSED AWAY...I WAS IN SHOCK....I FELT SO STUPID BECAUSE MY PHONE WASN'T ON AND NO ONE COULD REACH ME.
I COULDNT BELIEVE IT..I JUST TALKED TO HIM ON CHRISTMAS EVE AND I SAW PIC OF HIM AT A BASKETBALL GAME....WHY DID THIS HAPPEN?...I KNEW HE HAD HEALTH ISSUES BUT NO ONE WAS READY FOR THIS....
MY SISTER IN LAW CAME OVER BECAUSE SHE THOUGHT I STILL DIDNT KNOW...WE ARENT AS CLOSE AS I WISH WE WERE..BUT WE JUST HUGGED AND CRIED WITH EACH OTHER....
I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY GOD TAKES THE GOOD ONES...THE ONES THAT ARENT READY TO GO...THAT HAVE FAMILIES THAT LOVE THEM...SO SAD...
MY PARENTS LIVE IN FLORIDA AND I DONT HAVE A LOT OF MONEY TO SEE THEM VERY OFTEN...I AM SO SCARED I WONT BE THERE IF SOMETHING HAPPENS..
THE FUNERAL WAS FILLED WITH SO MANY PEOPLE THAT LOVED HIS UNCLE...IT AMAZED ME TO SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE WERE THERE.
I DONT THINK I CRIED LIKE THAT IN A LONG TIME....I WILL MISS HIM...HE WAS SO NICE AND ALWAYS GAVE ME A WARM WELCOME AND A HUGE HUG WHEN I SAW HIM....HE IS OUR ANGEL NOW...HE IS WITH THE MANY OF THE OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS WE HAVE LOST...I WILL NEVER FORGET HIM. HES IN HEAVEN HANGING OUT WITH JESUS.
THIS YEAR HASNT STARTED OUT SO GREAT...I HOPE THINGS GET BETTER AND I HOPE OUR FAMILY STICKS TOGETHER BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN GOD WANTS YOU TO JOIN HIM IN HEAVEN
I COULDNT BELIEVE IT..I JUST TALKED TO HIM ON CHRISTMAS EVE AND I SAW PIC OF HIM AT A BASKETBALL GAME....WHY DID THIS HAPPEN?...I KNEW HE HAD HEALTH ISSUES BUT NO ONE WAS READY FOR THIS....
MY SISTER IN LAW CAME OVER BECAUSE SHE THOUGHT I STILL DIDNT KNOW...WE ARENT AS CLOSE AS I WISH WE WERE..BUT WE JUST HUGGED AND CRIED WITH EACH OTHER....
I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY GOD TAKES THE GOOD ONES...THE ONES THAT ARENT READY TO GO...THAT HAVE FAMILIES THAT LOVE THEM...SO SAD...
MY PARENTS LIVE IN FLORIDA AND I DONT HAVE A LOT OF MONEY TO SEE THEM VERY OFTEN...I AM SO SCARED I WONT BE THERE IF SOMETHING HAPPENS..
THE FUNERAL WAS FILLED WITH SO MANY PEOPLE THAT LOVED HIS UNCLE...IT AMAZED ME TO SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE WERE THERE.
I DONT THINK I CRIED LIKE THAT IN A LONG TIME....I WILL MISS HIM...HE WAS SO NICE AND ALWAYS GAVE ME A WARM WELCOME AND A HUGE HUG WHEN I SAW HIM....HE IS OUR ANGEL NOW...HE IS WITH THE MANY OF THE OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS WE HAVE LOST...I WILL NEVER FORGET HIM. HES IN HEAVEN HANGING OUT WITH JESUS.
THIS YEAR HASNT STARTED OUT SO GREAT...I HOPE THINGS GET BETTER AND I HOPE OUR FAMILY STICKS TOGETHER BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN GOD WANTS YOU TO JOIN HIM IN HEAVEN
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)